Skirts and Flip Flops in 47 Degree weather

Mary has a thong thats as yellow as a school bus. It could be yellower. However I'm not sure and I really would not like to find out. Anyways. I dont understand how some people seem to think you will put up with they B.S. and their lies and still expect them to be your friend. They have no respect for you or your views on certian things. Its rather immauture. So I have decided to move on from this and surround myself with people who have the same views as me and who I can hang around with and not be invovled in trouble.
Me Ash and Mary wore skirts and flip flops in 47 degree weather!!!!!

Most Fun lunch

Ok so today Marys boyfriend ditched her at lunch and so Ashley Mary and I called my mom and she bought us Mickey D's. She went and got our food and Me Mary and Ash went to circle k and got drinks then we went back to my house took our butt load of nuggest and sweet n sour sacue up to my room. Mary had never been in my room let a lone my house. So when she went to my room she was surprised I guess. I guess she liked my room. Anyways we all sat up there and ate food and then I have a mickey mouse hat from when i went to disney world and mary made me put it on and they took pictures of me =) We are now the 3 best friend that anyone could have the three best friends that anyone could have ( off the hangover) lol. no but seriously we have decieded to go out and eat more. We is going to Chinese tomorrow =)

Yepp

I love it when people say they are your friend and then something happens and they no longer give a flying anything. And then they act like your in the wrong when in fact you never even done anything and then they believe other people over yourself. I just dont get it. I didnt do anything wrong but oh well nothing off my back =)

Hurt..

So i am now single. He hurt me one to many times and I finally had enough of it. I found out some things from my best friend that he "said he was going to tell me" Not very good. He hurt me in so many ways and I let him in my heart. He broke my heart. He will tell you i broke his heart but you should see both sides before you take sides. I loved him. He was like my own personal drug. I lost many friendships because I fell for him hard. I know I will probalby be back with him soon because I want to think that I will always love him and he will never lie to me again. But research shows guys are dumb and if you have found one who is amazing and perfect please give him my number.Everyone says i could do so much better. But i dont want to because hes all i want. I knkow im the one who broke up with him so i shouldnt be complaining but i dont know anymore. I left town this morning after having a breakdown crying session in homeroom. I went and told my mom that i would like to go stay with my aunt who lives in mattoon for a few days because i didnt want to be in paris she let me go so im here. It makes me feel better to be away.

My dad..

Ok so everybody knows that my dad is a touchy subject for me. And this is taking a lot for me to write. But I feel that I need to and it will get some things off my chest. When i was like 7 years old my dad quit his job as President of the Union at the ceral mill here in Paris. He left my mom, two sisters, and I. Since my dad had a good paying job my mom stayed home and took care of me and my sisters since Shelby (the oldest) was born. When he left he went out to Nevada to get this other woman younger than him that he met on the internet. Thats when I started having all these problems I guess. He came back and him and my mom got a divorce and went to court over us girls. But he obviously didnt want us which was fine with my mom. We had from noon to six on sundays to spend time with him. Well thats if he would come get us half of the time he didnt. He wasnt paying child support either. He was on drugs but i found that out later cause at the time i just wanted my dad back. The one who loved us girls. The daddy i would jump into his arms when he came home from work and had a smile on his face. The one who taught me how to ride a bike. When he came back and acutally picked us up on sundays he would always say "I'm not your dad, I left him in Nevada." Once he got rid of the girl who broke his family up he found another "winner". Yeah she didnt last long. I didnt like her and I told her she had a hairy face. Because well she did.Then my dad tried to get clean from all the drugs and drinking. And went to this rehab in Terre Haute for a while. He was doing really good and he acted like he cared again and all this stuff. So when he asked my mom to remarrie him. She said yes, out of the fact thats what my sisters and I wanted. So they got remarried on Christmas 2005. By the summer of 2006 dad was back on the drugs. He didnt have a job and once again would come home whenever he wanted to. He "tried".he said at least. But i never knew when to believe him. SO not soon later my mom kicked him out. He lived with this guy who had a huge afroish type thing. I totally misjudged him. He ended up being a better dad to me than my own. Then my dad came back to live with us once again. He got a job and was starting to act better but he still wasnt off the drugs and drinking. And when it came to everything i was the one who always got screwed over. He was never around on my birthdays. Never there for me when I needed him to be. He took of to colorado one year with some girl this was here recently like my freshman year. Wasnt there on that birthday either. But hey go figure.! Now to this day. He doesnt live with us walked out once again. Hes on drugs and I really could care less of him. I am now 16 years old and I dont believe in marraige becasue of my dad. Im diagnosed with deppression. I talked to him the first time in three months yesterday seems to have forgotten me. Bad thing is he accused me of stealing his money and his drugs. I keep all my feelings in. Like ice. I just dont see why someone would want to leave a family with a loving wife and three beautiful daughters. No love for them just the love for a drug. Anyways my mother has done an amazing job raising us three girls on our own and i am very proud of her.

Boredum strikes again.!

Ok, so yeah I know its Saturday night and I'm writing on here. Its very addicting. =) Anyways I just got home from seeing a movie with my boyfriend. We seen Dear John and it was very sad. I still want to read the book though.! When we got back me and my boyfriend and my little sister were in my kitchen and we had a bag of marshmallows. If you knew us: haveing a bag of marshmallows is not a good idea. So we started by tossing them in the air and trying to catch them then we moved on and tried to make it a game and try and catch them in eachothers mouths. My mom told us if we made a mess then we had to clean it up. lol so we did. it wa a big mess. then my boyfriend did his funny things which made my little sister laugh until she had to go to the bathroom and her eyes were watering. =) funny times when your bored are the best.
More updates later!
-Breanna-=)

Hmmm...

Grab a new Myspace Layout

Ok, so things are going good. My weekend was good. My parents are getting another divorce. Havent seen my dad in like a month. Like he even cares though. He'll be dead by the time im ready to walk down the alse for my wedding. If he doesnt care about me then why should I care about him? He has been in and out of my life many of times. So its not like it really bothers me..? Then sometimes I think about alot of things about my life and I seem like its pointless. But then I think that I love my life and its amazing so its like make up your mind. I think I could possibly be Bipolar. But my moms trying to get me on deppression meds. Ohh well Im just a teenager with mood problems. Supposedly at least. I dont know. I have amazing friends and an amazing boyfriend. So im happy. Most of the time. I gonna go read now but ill talk to you later.!!! Peace out

A simple Update

So nothing new really about me. Fighting with an supposed "friend" because she cant stay out of my bussiness. But Im more mature than that so Im not going to talk about that. This week has been tough sorta. But hey whats new? Anyways were going to Champaign again tonight Shelby has to try on her dress that had to get altered. So we are leaving soon after school and the boyfriend might get to go with. Ok now on to other things. Reading books! Ellen Hopkins is an amazing author and I fall in love with all the books i have read by her. I have read Crank and Glass and Burned now i am reading impulsure. which is gooda nd somethings i can relate to in many ways. ok done talking for now. Peace out.!