Hurt..

So i am now single. He hurt me one to many times and I finally had enough of it. I found out some things from my best friend that he "said he was going to tell me" Not very good. He hurt me in so many ways and I let him in my heart. He broke my heart. He will tell you i broke his heart but you should see both sides before you take sides. I loved him. He was like my own personal drug. I lost many friendships because I fell for him hard. I know I will probalby be back with him soon because I want to think that I will always love him and he will never lie to me again. But research shows guys are dumb and if you have found one who is amazing and perfect please give him my number.Everyone says i could do so much better. But i dont want to because hes all i want. I knkow im the one who broke up with him so i shouldnt be complaining but i dont know anymore. I left town this morning after having a breakdown crying session in homeroom. I went and told my mom that i would like to go stay with my aunt who lives in mattoon for a few days because i didnt want to be in paris she let me go so im here. It makes me feel better to be away.